Hey there! I know this response is a bit late, but I wanted to chime in on this topic. I understand the curiosity about drugs, but it's important to be mindful of the potential dangers they pose. From personal experience, drugs can destroy your personality and make you feel like you no longer belong to yourself.
One example of this is
Jim Jones, the infamous cult leader who manipulated and controlled his followers using drugs like barbiturates and amphetamines. His use of drugs allowed him to maintain his power over his followers, ultimately leading to the tragic events at Jonestown.
Instead of focusing on the effects of specific drugs, I recommend looking into resources about the dangers of drug use and addiction.